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MY LIFE
My name is Lup, there is no frist or last name to go with it. I have very few memorys of who and what I was in the past before I arrived in this land tied up in a back of a wagon under the cover of a moonless night.As I wander though this strange land things strik me as fomilar.The hollowed halls beneath Marble Dale Park send shivers up my spine.The feel of invisable eyes watching my every move huants me.Passing thnrough here and there faces and names I see bug me at the back of my mind, as if I should know them when I've never seen then before.I feel as if I've been here before.
Enough of this brooding.I shall puzzle over the past later right now I'm getting distracted.My name is Lup, as I've said but there is more to know about me.For one I'm possesed by evil hungers.Na matter what or how much I drink I still thrust.My body hungers though I dinna ken what fer.The thought of blood makes my thrist worse.The site of kissing couples makes me lustfull and the odd hunger of my body worse.I dont know what I was before I came here.Nay even who I was.But I fear what I am or are becoming.
I think I know what I am now. I have come to belive through some ah research that I am a sucubi. What I am disgusts me some what.I'm a blood sucking demon that feeds off lust its utterly shamefull.My parents if I have any must have been ashamed of me and wanted me as far away as possible.I mean that would explain me arriveing here tied up in the back of a wagon,right?
Since my arrival to this land I've made many friends them being
- Silek
- Icedragon
- Werewolfer
- Pipstickz
- Adiomino
- Shelli of Celestria
- Sir Blut
- SwoardMaster Trey
I've got to come clean and be honest,Lupus Von Dracula is me.I can't stand trying to kept it seperate.I've been doing things that have hurt SwoardMaster Trey he knows now and I jsut feel dirty.Lupus was going out with Trey then because of something Trey couldn't help she got oh hell i dont know.Things lead to things that lead to things.Any way to sum things up with out me going on and on blabbing and making no sense Lupus killed herself and tried to seperate her life and accounts.If nothing I'm saying right now makes sense sorry I'm bloody tired and operateing under maybe 5 and 1/2 hours of sleep so just deal with it.
Okay any way Trey knows,pip knows,I knows everybodys knows moving on now that we established that.Through a bunch of hours of talking we r all going to try something(and by all i dont mean my spilt personas)Just ofr everyone one knows for no one getsa confused about anything Lupus Von Dracula is me and not a spilt person and I am her.I am Pipstickz slave.Trey and I r trying to sort things out and kinda start over as bf and gf.Ok
I here by delete the arangement i worked so long to get last nite.I feel bad about it but its better that i do so now.I cant be with some how hates someone I care about.The arangment I cancel.Sorry Trey but maybe its just not ment to be.
Not Pipstickz slave anymore revolted
My life sucks. Anyone one ever do lots of bad things and have it shoved at you? I know the "What comes arround comes arround" statement est true along with "Do unto others as you would have them do unto you" thing is also true. I cheated on Trey a while back as you know with Pip then tried to have both which failed. But you know that. What you dont know is since then Pip has had other. In fact the second reason after the hate culb thing that made me call the whole trial off two was Pip was seeing someone else as the same time as me. Well karma has paid me baqck now all the way for Trey is dateing someone named Ice Winterland. God karma sucks. Though I'm not really pissed at anyone other then myself. Everythings my flaut and I have to live with it.
Catch up:
I'm Pipstickz slave again, not that anybody cares.*smiles*
 (Image may be subject to copyright. Read the note at the end of this page.). Me age 16
ACCOMPLESHMENTS:
- GETTING A GOOD DOSE OF BAD KARMA FOR PAST ACTIONS SHOVED AT HER WAY
- MANAGEING TO BE MORE PATHIC IN SOME RESPONSES THEN LUPUS
- MANAGEING TO BE DEAD ONCE
- HAVEING A SLIPT PERSONALITY
- BEING THE BITCH LUPUS VON DACULA
- MANAGEING TO BREAK GOOD THINGS
- BEING ABLE TO DRIVE SELF INSANE
: Pipstickz snuggles and kisses her neck
Lup: *stiffins* ( fine you've made your chocie dont complain latter to me about being stuck in this very place)
: Pipstickz nuzzles into her neck
: Lup As the name is mentioned a thrid time instead of Beetlejuice appearing a green pluseing light appears and surounds Pipstickz and Lup closeing in on them.
: Lup the light shines brighter as it froces its way into there lungs the the nose and and mouth where it thickens into a liquid that stays in one place drowning them
: Lup they both black out as the oxygen in their blood discreases and their brain stops functing and their hearts stop beating
Lup: *hours latter they awake not reliseing they are dead ( there bodys aren't there to show them they are)
Lup: *sits up and looks at you* that was werid
: Pipstickz shrugs and cuddles more
Lup: *shakes her head* Really we black out and all you do after is shrug and cuddle
: Pipstickz waves to Legna
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Lup: *smiles* what do you want to do sir
: Lup turns into a kitten and rolls aorund on the floor
: Lup gives a kitty cat grin
: Lup nodges you with her head and gives a questioning meow
: Lup cocks her head to one side tyring to think of how to get what she wants acoss to you
: Lup nodges your knees and rubs her head against your hand
: Lup rubs her head agaisnt your hand
Lup: ( come on it's not that hard)
: Lup purrs while thinking "ding ding ding we have a winner!"
: Lup hops into your lap and cuddles
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